4.30 am

well here i am sitting here listening to EL DIVO another sleepless


i feel so lost and lonely, im fed up with being sick , sweating all the time and head the wrong way.

im trying my hardest but sometimes feels too hard.

ive lost my mum dad and brother why didnt god take me?

i wont moan anymore sorry , just wanted to vent.


Ruby, please message me and let me know how you are today. I am concerned about you. We care about you. And, if you feel yourself to be in crisis, please call 1 800 273 TALK.


pardon the intrusion, but I couldn't help noticing what you said; I was just going to try and compare notes here, but if you don't seem to be online so I can't read your answer. Ok, I'll wait