It has been a while since I last posted, fast forward it has been a horrendous day omg. I was on the employment programme and this certain adviser I didn’t see eye to eye with at all. Well it ended with me leaving early, not going back to for the rest of the week. This is my choice and think it is for the best.
How do others deal with feeling overwhelmed with everything new like the prospects of employment. One side wants to very bad yet the other tells me not to because of misfortune.
I am on this programme voluntry due to circumstances.
I really wanted to better myself pushing forward in life. Instead of all I am getting is defeat.
Of course I want to succeed in life but it is challenging. It doesn’t help with a complicated partner to deal with. He works. I want to be like him so much.
I will go to the gym tonight to clear my head.
I was eating healthy these past days but after this incident I brought some buscuits. It feels like I am loosing control of myself bit by bit.
I start back to college tomorrow after the summer break. Then in October with the OU.
The absence of not feeling for filled saddens me. How do others overcome this?.
Thank you for reading.